In approximately 10 hours, I will endure my first knee surgery. The past two weeks have been long and trying with the latest knee injury, doctor's appointments, X-rays, MRI's, and ortho consultations. I have spent hours researching various treatment options, from physical therapy (PT) to athroscopies to various open knee procedures, in an effort to mentally prepare myself. I will undergo an anteriomedialization of the tibial tubercle (or, the Fulkerson knee osteotomy). The road to recovery will be challenging and difficult, but I have high hopes.
Over the past nine years, I have sustained a number of injuries to my left knee. Starting in 2004, at age 14, I buckled my knee during a game of dodgeball in P.E. for the first time. I felt my patella shift with a "snap, crackle, pop" sensation and I fell to the floor. The pain was so horrendous that I had to leave school early. It was then that I first began physical therapy. PT was a helpful, yet temporary fix.
Following freshman year of high school, my left knee continued to slip, buckle, and cause varying degrees of pain on a fairly regular basis. I spent my second stint in PT fall of my junior year, just a few weeks short of the State Cross Country Meet in Iowa. My varsity running career as I knew it was over. This time, I buckled my knee dancing at the Homecoming dance in October 2005. Literally, within five minutes of my arrival, I sustained the injury. Much like the first time, my kneecap slipped inwards, shifted around a bit, popped, and settled back into its groove. I spent the next hour sitting on the linoleum floor outside of the gymnasium icing my knee off and on while I watched the rest of my friends and classmates arrive at the homecoming dance.
My second round in PT seemed to work wonders for me. This time, however, I exhibited much more caution with my left knee. The reality of having a bum knee was setting in and I began to accept my misfortune. By this point, the subluxation of my patella was an ever-present worry. Tasks as simple as walking, dancing, and running had caused my knee to buckle. I had to atune my senses to the environment, the ground I moved upon, and the particular motions of my knee in an effort to ensure patellar stability.
During Fall 2007, I ran through a season of college cross country successfully (in terms of my knee, that is). I was quite proud to be injury-free for once. Confidence in my physical capabilities began to rise after that. Surely enough, I was caught by surprise in 2008 during sophomore year of college. I was a dancer in an improv group and we were practicing late one night. Literally, on our last run-through of the evening, my knee went out during a spin. This time, I couldn't bear any weight on my knee after the injury, nor bend it without agonizing pain. I returned to PT and discovered I had strained my ACL. I had to use crutches for a week and suffice with an immobilizer knee brace for a couple of weeks until my knee had regained strength. During physical therapy, my knee seemed to regain strength surprisingly quickly despite the rough fall.
I made it a little over four years from my last stint in PT before my left knee buckled bad enough to necessitate medical attention again. Ergo, New Year's Eve 2012. Go figure, I was dancing again when I sustained my present injury. After seeing a number of medical professionals over the course of the past two weeks, it has come to light how messed up my left knee really is. Nine years after it first buckled, my knee now looks as such:
- 1 cm tear of the inner hyaline cartilage
- free-floating piece of cartilage in the joint
- scarring from prior subluxation
- missing cartilage behind the patella
- outer lateralization of the patella
- shallow-angled knee groove
After a second set of X-rays this past week, my OS (orthopedic surgeon) obtained the view he needed most to determine the course of treatment. The images showed how shallow my left knee groove is compared to the right knee groove. This also showed the displacement of my patella over the outer edge of the groove. My OS said that the angle of the left knee groove is 12-15 degrees more shallow than the right knee. Due to this, I am naturally at a predisposition for patellar subluxation. That explains why I've had such a trick knee over the years.
Knowing all this, I am (now) comfortable with undergoing the Fulkerson osteotomy. My hopes for recovery are high, even if I only go another five years before having a serious episode with my knee again. Here's to recovery, rehab, and renewal!